Love is..
Monday 27 October 2014 @ 20:58
| 0 notesWhen you feel like you wanna kiss and kill the person at the same time. You hate them so much but at the same time you can't help but love them too. Confusing? Tell me about it. How could someone have such drastic feelings for one person? God knows how it's possible.
The person could wrong you over and over again but you'd still willingly want to believe them (to the better judgement if your mind) choose to see the better parts of them.
It's when you find the courage to love someone again after having your heart crushed by your first love, or second.
Every relationship and I mean EVERY single one has it's hiccups along the way, they may not be of the same intensity but it happens whether you like it or not.
Lets be real, life isn't a bed of roses without it's thorns. You have to go through the bad to appreciate the good.
You may not be my first love nor my second and yet, you've given me hope in love again. But the irony is that you're also the very person who could take that all away from me.
I'm far from a perfect girlfriend, I've had my faults too but even after these two years I can tell you that I'm still struggling and trying but I know that if I'm the only one who's trying that it won't hold up much longer and frankly there wouldn't be a point in doing so alone anyway.
So yes, I'm afraid of starting over. But as time has gone by I realized that that fear has lessened, lessened because I'd much rather have a chance at another relationship than to be in one that isn't working.
Which is why I always tell my boyfriend that the moment he wants to give up on this, I want to be the first one to know because it's only fair. That if one or both of us is/are unhappy, we can talk about it honestly and think of giving love another shot without each other. I want an honest relationship, lies are still lies even if it's covered in white.
We're two very different individuals. Sometimes I get too carried away with things and he's the one who brings me back to reality. There are many things we both don't agree on ,things which I may deem as wrong but he sees at right. But isn't that the beauty of it? That as different as we are, we still made it work thus far.
Love is..
Monday 27 October 2014 @ 20:58
| 0 notesWhen you feel like you wanna kiss and kill the person at the same time. You hate them so much but at the same time you can't help but love them too. Confusing? Tell me about it. How could someone have such drastic feelings for one person? God knows how it's possible.
The person could wrong you over and over again but you'd still willingly want to believe them (to the better judgement if your mind) choose to see the better parts of them.
It's when you find the courage to love someone again after having your heart crushed by your first love, or second.
Every relationship and I mean EVERY single one has it's hiccups along the way, they may not be of the same intensity but it happens whether you like it or not.
Lets be real, life isn't a bed of roses without it's thorns. You have to go through the bad to appreciate the good.
You may not be my first love nor my second and yet, you've given me hope in love again. But the irony is that you're also the very person who could take that all away from me.
I'm far from a perfect girlfriend, I've had my faults too but even after these two years I can tell you that I'm still struggling and trying but I know that if I'm the only one who's trying that it won't hold up much longer and frankly there wouldn't be a point in doing so alone anyway.
So yes, I'm afraid of starting over. But as time has gone by I realized that that fear has lessened, lessened because I'd much rather have a chance at another relationship than to be in one that isn't working.
Which is why I always tell my boyfriend that the moment he wants to give up on this, I want to be the first one to know because it's only fair. That if one or both of us is/are unhappy, we can talk about it honestly and think of giving love another shot without each other. I want an honest relationship, lies are still lies even if it's covered in white.
We're two very different individuals. Sometimes I get too carried away with things and he's the one who brings me back to reality. There are many things we both don't agree on ,things which I may deem as wrong but he sees at right. But isn't that the beauty of it? That as different as we are, we still made it work thus far.
